A Conversation with myself about love

Myself: Do you believe in love? 

Me: Some moments I yearn for a love,

someone to share my life with, 

but it only lasts a moment and then I think,

hmmmmmm could I share all my time with someone?

I am very happy on my own, do what I want , when I want.

Myself: So do you believe in love?

Me: Of course I do, I’ve been in love. 

I believe in magic, and the fantastical, and fate, and timing, 

you know all that shit. 

I just know that I haven’t met someone to fall in love with, someone who

has swept me off my feet with a smile, or a gaze, or a gesture.

I dream of falling in love again, but so far its just a dream.

Myself: Will you resist falling in love if it finds you?

Me: Probably, 

as long as I possibly can......

Myself: Are you afraid of falling in love?

Me: Not afraid of falling in love, just afraid of losing me, of losing

who I am......

original thought by Suzanne McCann